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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

The Creative People In My Life

Today, I met with my good friend, Jeanne Young.  She is also the illustrator of one of my children's books--part of a series called The Fairy Bunnies.  My five year old daughter and I created the concept for these book together.  Dressed in a pink tutu, she sat daintily in my lap, one day, telling me her fantastical dream of little girls, a jolly moon, and bunny friends eating carrots in the garden. Her enthusiasm had me hooked! I grabbed a paper and pencil and madly scribbled out her words!
Now, here we are 6 months later,  After a round of fresh sushi and some rejuvenating conversation, my friend pulls out her full-page sketches of little girls, jolly moons, and bunnies eating carrots in the garden.  I am awestruck at her skill to transform my simple words written in black and white!  I am challenged by the creativity of those around me.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

One Step At A Time...Is Enough To Get You There.

In life, our dreams and passions motivate us in a direction.  We sometimes assume that the euphoric feeling we have affirms God's blessing.  It may not be until we hit the first obstacle, that the hugeness of our project sinks in. And the unlikely candidate we are to complete it.  We stop and look down at our insignificant hands and dusty feet.
At this point, many people stay, stagnated by indecision and fear.
•Where did I go wrong?
•Is God telling me to abandon this work?
•The Devil is just trying to slow me down.
•What was I thinking? I'm not smart/talented/rich enough to succeed at this.
•I don't understand why is God punishing me?
•I'm not moving until God changes this situation.
•Being bold and strong is not something I'm good at.

I love the verse, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding." (Proverbs 3:5)
While this verse doesn't quite solve or answer all the questions we have, it does calm our overwhelmed thoughts and refocus our consciousness (away from self) and back on God.  
The next verse is the nuts and bolts to renewed action.  "In all your ways acknowledge him, and He shall direct your paths." (Proverbs 3:6)
The more I learn about my areas of passion, the less I feel capable to succeed.  Still, God speaks that verse to me.
Regardless of my doubts, He's counting on me to do my part.
So, my promise to Him is, "If there is a step in front of me, Lord, I will take it."
His steps are not going in the direct route I would have chosen. Nor is the way as glamorous or day-dreamy as I imagined. But, by trusting His goodwill for me, leaning on His bird's-eye view of each situation, and acknowledging His judgment in picking me for the job--I know He is directing my path.

What is the balance between forward action and waiting for God's leading?  Is there a motto that sums it up or verse that guides you?

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Today, I have added Facebook, MySpace, and Blogspot to my repretoire.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Ready, Aim, Fire!

My friend is a jail warden this week.  All suspects in her house under 5 feet have been tried and unanimously found guilty. The charge is treason.  Normally, she’s a mom with 4 perfect children. 

She called me, I commiserated with her, secretly feeling secure in my children’s solid upbringing.  Thankfully, my kids would never do the things she’s in lock-down over.  Oh, wait, they have pulled the first two of the shenanigans she mentioned. Actually, they’ve done all but one of those things.  Come to think of it, I know someone’s tried that last exploit on me before, too.  I renege.  It was my cousin’s kid who committed the last crime.   

Agitated by the evidence pointing in the general direction of my sweet darlings, I promise to visit the next day with a bottle of wine and quickly hang up.

My husband’s voice drones across the PA system of my memory,   “The kids have proven they’re not trustworthy, so why do you fall for their tricks every time?”  The bleak words crackle and die, allowing elevator music to resume in my head.  I know he’s probably right, but when has he ever seen the kid’s tears of remorse or their fervent, head-nodding promises?  Witnessing it, anyone would know that our children are, for the most part, honest individuals.  They just slip up every six months or so.  A little redirection and all is back on track.

I mull it over.  Deep down, I know that by this time next year my friend will probably be congratulating herself over her well-behaved children---while I’m playing posse, sheriff, AND jail guard here at my house.

Honestly, in the whole conspiracy of things, you never know when those kids could pull the big one. And they might do it over and over again—in the same week.  Speed dial would seem sluggish compared to their rapid successions.  Watching a sibling go through the gas chamber, they would still march forward, trying the exact same stunt.  Another child is sentenced to the firing squad, and the riffraff blatantly continues forcing me to ask, “Have I gotten slower in my old age or has the competition gotten quicker?”  Even the same kid turns around, right after the wet, sloppy “sorry” that I’ve demanded he repeat from Day 5, to do it again.  Who’s been raising these kids?  

While driving in the car today, I asked my son if he thought I was on the side of the kids or the adults. I meant it in the context of a fun-loving struggle between the two.  He said, “Definitely the kids, Mom.”  I had an inside chuckle over that one—even after all this time, I’ve got him fooled! Or maybe I’m not as scary to him as I think.

I just tucked in my three precious kids.  The first smelled suspiciously of Christmas bonbons.  The second of chocolate-covered pretzels. The last was visibly innocent; my good-sense tells me not to trust it.  Perturbed, I threatened them with the guillotine and walking the plank.  My—but the English language was never spoken so quickly!  In 5 seconds they had cleared up any misunderstandings on where exactly they stood in their crimes. The result: I discovered that not one piece of apple I’d served earlier was ever digested. What a let-down.

I was outraged to be played for a fool!  I ordered the first two to re-brush their teeth.  For good measure, I marched the third into the bathroom with them.

After glancing at their teeth, threatening, and passing out a stringent sentence to each offender, I felt calmer.  Or maybe resigned in my sad disappointment. 

I wonder if there is one scrap of moral code within my children.  How many times have they plotted and stealthily circumvented me—so neatly—flying under the radar of adult detection?  How many months, years are they ahead of me in the tactics of subterfuge and guerilla warfare? The burden weighs in upon me.  It would be easier to give in, to let them win. 
My only mournful condolence is that I’ve outwitted and out-maneuvered them this one night.  I have one successful raid under my belt, one victory to my credit.  Unless—  My sixth-sense radar is flashing red. I should probably inspect the toothbrushes.  

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

A New Group In Town

What if a clandestine group of talented, original artists had been meeting, secretly swapping inspiration, laughs, and great coffee without letting the rest of us in on it?  Wouldn’t you be curious—just a little—to know what they ‘ve been up to?  I would. 
Thankfully, these amazing woman have come to their senses!  Up-beat, creative, and hard-working, “The Painted Ladies” are coming to Pandemonium Booksellers of Wasilla on January 8th! 
Attendees can expect a diverse and passionate display of visual art from each of the 7 ladies that make up the group.  (For more information, be sure to visit “The Painted Ladies” on Facebook.)
Although successful in their own right, the members of “The Painted Ladies,” came into existence “to support & benefit each other in artistic excellence.  Rumor has it that their collective energies will soon be a published reality.  Plan on picking up your copy of “The Painted Ladies” traveling sketchbook, scheduled to debut Summer 2011. 
While Pandemonium is the group’s first art show, these woman have been at it for awhile.  Check out each member’s up-coming show schedule, as well as, their specific fine art websites:
Nancy Angelini Crawford  (
Kristy Williams Tracy   (
Jeanne Young   (
Showing through December: “Visual Poetry,” located at The Snow City Café on 4th & L in Anchorage. 
Kimberly Bustillos   (
Up-coming show:  Taste Of Artistry,” located in the Hot Hot Chocolate Shoppe, inside the downtown Palmer Plaza, at 2:00pm Saturday, December 11th.

Marie Green  (
Represented by:  Wide Bay Gallery, Queensland, Australia.

Talya Johnson  (
Showing through December: “Small Wonders,” at Artic Rose Gallery on 420 L Street in Anchorage.
Offering up-coming classes at Pandemonium Booksellers in Wasilla.

Karen Whitworth  (
Represented by: Artic Rose Gallery located at 420 L Street in Anchorage.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Welcome back to Alaskan artist, Jeanne Young.

Have you heard the name Jeanne Young?  In Alaskan art circles, she is a returning force and a name to be reckoned with. Having taken a three year sabbatical from the public scene, Jeanne Young is back—full-strength!  Don’t think that this woman’s been eating bonbons and watching soaps, either.  Her arsenal is full of originals and her painting skills have been honed to razor sharp.
Getting to this place has been blood, sweat, and tears.  Kind of gory.  But Jeanne thrives on adventure.  Her life has been full of it. As a small child, Jeanne remembers exploring Southeast Alaska.  Her father worked in logging camps, moving his family to Wrangell, Petersburg, and other tiny towns in the region.  Jeanne’s memories are vivid and colorful of this period of her life.  One time, while living in an abandoned ice cream parlor, her dad shot a bear, brought it into the house, and proceeded to skin it out on the living room floor!
By eight years old, Jeanne’s family had moved to Oregon.  It was in this timeframe that she started to paint scenes of wildlife copied from books around her house. Her dad encouraged her abilities, helping her to see the importance of working hard at her talents.  It became a habit for her to carry a paintbrush and paints in her backpack, wherever she went. Jeanne loved to paint and would use any allowable surface including her high school friends’ arms.  In an effort to channel her passion, one of Jeanne’s teachers strongly recommended she take a correspondence art class. 
Graduating at 17, Jeanne started working at her grandparent’s trucking company, managing the drivers and deliveries department.  Her passion to paint still very much alive, she would use her paychecks to pay for classes.  In 1992, she was able to take her first oil-painting class, offered by the local retirement home.  Undaunted by the age of her classmates, Jeanne enjoyed every minute.
Spurred on by her great memories of the area, newly-married Jeanne and her husband moved to Southeast Alaska in 1994.  He took a job, and she set up house in an ancient mobile home in a Hoonah logging camp.  Jeanne took classes from local artist, Carol Howald. She painted weekly, sometimes out in the elements.  The adventure was always heightened when the occasional bear came along to admire her work.   Fishing out on the waters of the Inside Passage, was a favorite pastime that Jeanne and her husband enjoyed together.  Even being 8 months pregnant with their first child, did not slow her down in her quest to live life to the fullest.  Jeanne remembers being out on the ocean in their skiff, when a storm blew up.  Through the cool-headed efforts of her husband, they were able to make it to land.
Finally, in 2000, due to Clinton’s Logging Act, the logging camps were shut down and her husband had to look for work elsewhere.  They moved their family, now numbering four, back to Oregon.  Always pushing herself, Jeanne signed up for painting classes at the community college.  Here she was under the tutorage of well-known artist, Zeke Victorio Rivera. 
Not too long after, her husband landed a job in Naknek, Alaska, a little town in the Bristol Bay area.  While pregnant with their third child, Jeanne and her husband packed and headed North again.  This time to stay.  Jeanne started right in on her two favorite hobbies: fishing and painting! She settled in to working around-the-clock at their subsistence fishing nets, raising her 3 children, and painting the area.  Bugs, bears, rain, sand, wind, tides, and sometimes a combination of these, were things she and her kids dealt with while painting out on the banks of the Naknek River.  Hours of painting in the elements paid off, however. The King Salmon airport agreed to display her artwork.  She started setting up a booth at the local fairs. The feedback was good; her paintings started to sell.  People liked seeing their town and themselves in art form. 
It was then that Jeanne heard about a fantastic opportunity--an art class in Seattle, hosted by Tony Ryder.  She knew she had to take it.  But the cost of the class and airline ticket was daunting.  With the help of some friends, Jeanne put together a local art show to earn the money.  The community support was overwhelming, and one month later, she was able to attend the class.  It was a turning point in Jeanne’s art career.  A few months later, she was able to host an art show in Homer, Alaska.
Since then, she has had her fourth child, making it advantageous for her to take a break from marketing her work.  Holding on to the values her dad taught her, she has stayed focused and driven in her efforts to be her best. 
For that we can be thankful.  Her pieces can be enjoyed in various galleries around the state, online at, and at upcoming art shows.
In fact, you can join me in welcoming Jeanne Young on December 3rd for the Anchorage’s Gallery Walk First Friday.  Light refreshments, wine, and fabulous art will be served from 5:30 to 8:00pm at The Snow City Café on 4th and L St.   Her work will continue to be displayed at this location, for the entire month of December.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

The struggle to "Be Real"

I have often wondered why some people can’t look others in the eye.  Or, why for years, I couldn’t either.  It’s not like we have a culture that stresses lowering the eyes out of respect.  For a long time, I figured it was because I was hiding some deep, dark secret.  Some great sin I’d committed.  What did I do wrong?  What was I hiding?  Digging for unknown crimes is a great way to invite trouble to your party, not solve the problem.
So why do we avoid eye contact?  Why do we feel the need to explain ourselves to certain people?  Or, say we have a difference with someone. Why does confrontation overly intimidate us?  I think that we are trying to hide what’s inside of us—our real side.  Not because it’s bad, maybe, but because we perceive it to not be enough.  It does not meet our or someone else’s expectations.  Sometimes we put expectations on ourselves.  But mostly, we care too much what others think.  We are afraid to rock the boat.
Excerpt from "Keep it Simple: Be Superficial."